HURT!!!!!!!

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. pain, the only thing that's real, the old familiar sting, just try to kill it all away. no one notices the tears I cry, no one notices the scars I have to hide, no one notices the reason I lie, and no one would notice if I died. so many things remind me of you, I hope that you can hear me, I miss you, this is good-bye, one last time. do you think it hurts much to die? it's hurting me so much more to stay alive now!