HA HA

I'm not sleepy, still here thinking of you and waiting for your text. who's with me? remember when you said that you love me? I hope you will really mean it. nobody need me.. nobody cares about me... nobody can understand me.... hoammm perfect life!! :) you take my heart then you broke it. you get my soul but you never take care and save it. I give you my heart but the fact you broke it. I give you all my love then you cheat it. HA-HA-HA -_-

back

when I look back, I cry because of the lost memories. when I look forward, I cry because I'm scared of what the future ught hold. do you still love me? most of the time, I don't care. but sometimes, I really hope you do. I act like as if I just don't care, and then I stop thinking about you everytime. but the fact? I can't!

oh~

i fall from you, you make me feel like i can't stand without you, i can't live without you, please don't let me down! i try to be a stronger, when i know everything over then i know i can't. now i just can make you being a memory, the best memory.

evil

I will never stop loving you until you stop loving me. hmm no! I mean until I get a new one. HAHA

mean it

when I said that I hate you. it's not really me. cause I do love you more than hate you.

oh yeah

sometimes I remember my bad memories, so I remember you, then I cry because I remember how you hurt me too...:( I've tried to forget you, I've tried to not love you but I can't. and I've tried really hard to hate you but...I can't too.

HURT!!!!!!!

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. pain, the only thing that's real, the old familiar sting, just try to kill it all away. no one notices the tears I cry, no one notices the scars I have to hide, no one notices the reason I lie, and no one would notice if I died. so many things remind me of you, I hope that you can hear me, I miss you, this is good-bye, one last time. do you think it hurts much to die? it's hurting me so much more to stay alive now!

where are you, huh?

i'm alone. nobody beside me. where are you? you're not beside me when i need you! only you make my day beautiful. only you can take away my sadness. but why do you go away from me? how can i miss someone if someone doesn't miss me? how can i really suffer when miss someone if someone never remember me ? stuckkkkkkk! why do you say you love me, if you are only going to leave me? love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really can staying alive? HAHAHAHA.. i feel happy with friends, laugh and smile but when i am alone i feel so lonely, silent, remember and miss you again again and again! i hate this feeling. i cant stop to think, why this is happen to me. i'm hurt, because i love you.