where are you, huh?

i'm alone. nobody beside me. where are you? you're not beside me when i need you! only you make my day beautiful. only you can take away my sadness. but why do you go away from me? how can i miss someone if someone doesn't miss me? how can i really suffer when miss someone if someone never remember me ? stuckkkkkkk! why do you say you love me, if you are only going to leave me? love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really can staying alive? HAHAHAHA.. i feel happy with friends, laugh and smile but when i am alone i feel so lonely, silent, remember and miss you again again and again! i hate this feeling. i cant stop to think, why this is happen to me. i'm hurt, because i love you.